hidden inside the women is a little girl
your little girl
you have seen her grow , from boy cut hairs , pigtails , demins to saari
She may have made the 21 yrs seem like just 21 weeks …
But in the process she has actually grown ..grown up to a individual person of her own . she is not a mere breathing body of flesh and blood , who will laugh when u want her to and cry , listening meekly to incessant traumatic statements.
just as you have dreamt for her , so has she done the same for herself ! she has imagined , nurtured and begot a future of her own ..somewhere very deep inside her.
today , when you think she is revolting , let me tell you she is not… she is just asking for some space so that she can breath.
she is suffocating …Her heart has squeezed to an extreme state , and will blast anytime. today if you think she is fragile inside leaning on any random person for help ,
let me tell you it is not… she is just trying to look for a open window before this suffocation extinguishes the lamp of her life.
She wants to live , see the world around her, enjoy everything that is meant to be enjoyed be mortals.
she is claiming to be no demi god, she is just asking to have her fair share of happiness
even Lucifer says” there a balance between heaven and hell” then why shouldn’t her grief be balanced by a small , even erratic shower of laugh.
Yes! she is bit stubborn , and that’s why when she doesn’t get that she tried to snatch it from life. but do you seriously consider this unfair.
close you eyes once and just review the 21 yrs from you child’s eye … you will realize all she had asked for all these yrs is just a bit of appreciation for herself .
For once just hold her close to your heart and wipe off her tears
say with a broad smile “ Itz ok ! there is always a next time , and cumon you have reached upto this level .. We both are really proud of you!”
Have you every kissed her in return when she hugged you after qualifying for the state level basket ball championship cup? all you said was “any enthusiastic player reaches upto this level. “
you always took away my glory , with some movement of your tongue did I ever complain?.
Ever tried appreciating her passion for words , every tried realizing why does her prose always contain something very painful.
you didn’t , your never made an effort to understand a life blooming just under the same roof as yours . it was definitely painful for me. ( thought I really doubt yours)
if today I am standing against you , it doen not mean that I hate you , I want to defy you . it is just because I am an individual and I want you to realize that . I love myself and I want you to respect that . if tomorrow anything goes wrong . I solemnly swear to take up all the blame myself and leave you blemish free as always